About This Man Right Here
So here is a little insight about who I am…
I am 5’8”, Brown eyes, and Brown hair.
I’m a transgender Female To Male. Pre-op Pre-T, but I hope that I wont have to wait too much longer to start on T.
I don’t like to fight, but if you push my buttons I am more than happy to knock out your lights.
I’m a romantic guy who will pull out your chair, hold the door, and open doors for you.
I love country music that’s my number one choice in music, than comes Pop, Hip-Hop, Alternative, and R&B.
I was born and raised in the city, but I’m a total country boy at heart. Don’t get me wrong, just because I’m country at heart doesn’t mean that living 22 years in the city didn’t do anything to me, I have a city boy’s temper.
I love my family, and they come first to me. The word family doesn’t just end at the blood line. I consider some of my friends as family as well, because of what i have been though, and them sticking with me though it all.
I like to think that I can do everything on my own, and hate to ask for people for help. Asking for help makes me feel like I have failed, and I do not like to fail at things.
I have come out to just about all my family, and everyone accepts me for who I am, everyone but one person…My Father. And that kills me because we used to be close, and no he wont even do what little I ask for him to do.
I have graduated high school, the first to do that in 20 years in my family, and I’m a middle child.
I have an older brother who is 2 years older than me, and a younger sister who is 5 years younger than me and married. I’m so happy for her!
I love animals, cats mostly, they put a smile on my face, and I know they would never leave me, they always love me for loving them. :)
I have been diagnosed with depression but never put on medication for it, which I believe I should have. It gets the best of me every once in a while.
I used to drink hardcore, mostly liquor. Jager was my drink of choice, but most recently I drank too much in a short amount of time I got really sick, and was almost rushed over to the ER in thoughts of me possibly having alcohol poisoning. Ever since than I have not been able to drink without getting sick. So i have officially stopped drinking.
I do smoke cigarettes that is one addiction that I doubt I’ll be able to stop, however I do also smoke weed, whenever I can get it. It does me good because it mellows me out and picks up my mood and allows me to sleep at night.
I love to sit down and watch movies, Horror films are my favorite for 2 reasons. 1 They make me laugh with how stupid the characters are in them, and 2 It give me an excuse to cuddle in close to the girl’s that are scared of watching them. :) I also like comedies, documentaries, musicals, a few chick flicks, & action films.
There are a few television shows that I watch like clock work, Big Brother, Glee (yes I am a Gleek!), Ellen, Storage Wars, Beyond Scared Straight, Ghost Adventures, Spartacus (the series), True Blood, I watched all of The L Word, as well as Xena: Princess Warrior, and Buffy: The Vampire Slayer.
I used to be an avid video game player, but over the years I have only been able to play for only a few hours maybe a week. I own a 360 and love playing Zombies with my second mother up in Maryland.
I’m not a big reader, but if there is a book that catches my attention I will read it. I mostly don’t read because my attention span is that of a gold fish. And the fact that I read slower than most doesn’t help either.
Back in high school I was very involved with after school activities. I help start my school’s first GSA club, and was president of that for my last 2 years there, which were the first 2 years of the club. I was also in the I.T.S (International Thespian Society) and my final year in school I was the Vice President of that club. I was a big theater geek once I was introduced to theater, which led to me being in the I.T.S. I was part of 3 musical’s which I was either the stage manager and/or assistant director, which were Footloose (my Sophomore year), Grease (My Jr year), and Fame (My Sr year). I also did a few of the One Act’s that I directed.
My favorite sport above all is Soccer, second favorite is Softball, than Football. I used to play soccer when I was younger, my first I played my team came in first place, went all season undefeated and un-scored upon. I played as the Goalie, Right wing and center, but mostly as the goalie.
I LOVE watching the Olympics, I love watching our country play in so many different sports, and seeing how well other countries are as well.
I often get asked why I’m always dressed up, and I just tell them I’m not dressed up this is my normal clothing. I personally like to always look my best, and if that means button up shirts, with a tie and vest than so be it. I do wear jeans with just about everything. But when I’m sick, I’m a total 180. I stay in sweat’s and a plain T-shirt.
I love to write poetry, I have been writing for a few years on and off. Mostly write when it comes to me, and I’m able to write them down. I also like to make slideshow videos. Guess you can call me an artist in my own little way.
Well that’s just about all I can think of at this moment in time, I’m sure i will be back to fill in some more. If you wondering anything, just ask. I’m not scared to answer anything! :)